RANTINGS OF A RANDOM (Gay) NIGERIAN (Entry 54)
The other day, I attended a meeting with my boss. It was a business meeting of bigwigs and I was essentially just a bag man there, mainly observing and not saying anything. To be honest, my focus was on when they will call for lunch; I was anticipating a dish of Amala and Ewedu (those of you that know me personally know that I don’t joke with my food lol).
Anyway the borefest of a meeting finally ended and we were eating lunch; I sat with my boss and 4 other men, all of whom were at least 20 years older than me. One of the men was my boss’s friend; he soon started complaining to my boss about his wife’s brother who was staying with them for his NYSC. Apparently he had proof that the said brother was gay (I don’t know how he came about this proof) and he was telling my boss that he was in a precarious situation because he didn’t want to keep having the boy in his house, but sending him home would offend his in-laws. The troublemaker that lives inside me began pushing me to say something but I clamped my mouth shut and continued to observe, pretending not to hear anything.
He continued talking about how he didn’t know what to do and that his wife is very fond of the boy, especially as the boy is such a wonderful cook and very helpful around the house. My boss then spoke up and told him to get rid of the boy at all cost, that he should remember that he has little children in the house, he knows how these homosexuals like to abuse small children; all this he said while pointing out that he doesn’t have anything against homosexuals.
At this point, I had to say something. And I did. I told them at the table that homosexuality and pedophilia are two distinct things and are not in any way related. I told them to forget the antigay lobby, that there is no data to prove that gay men are more likely to be child molesters. I had had this argument so many times before so I had the facts; I went ahead to tell them that The Child Molestation Research & Prevention Institute notes that 90% of child molesters target children in their network of family and friends, and the majority are men married to women. Most child molesters, therefore, are not gay people.
I had their attention now, so I got comfortable on my pulpit. My boss’s friend countered with newspaper reports in Nigeria of men abusing boys. I responded that the Nigerian media always reports these cases of homosexual abuse with an adult male and a “young boy”, but funny enough, the age of the young boy is rarely mentioned. Most of the time, these cases are not cases of abuse; the young boy in question is often up to the age of consent, but the media deliberately leaves that out. I told the man that if he wants to send his wife’s brother away for being gay despite him confessing how helpful the boy is at home, well it would be his prerogative, but that it would not be fair at all, and that he should especially not do so on the wrongful thinking that him being gay means he’s also a pedophile.
The matter rested after that. That’s the thing with emotional bias; it crumbles in the face of facts.
*
I belong in a whatsapp group for my University Alumni association and the group is usually quiet. But every now and then, a heated conversation sets in and the group lights up so much so that you could sleep and wake up to 3000 unread messages.
One such argument over LGBT rights occurred, and of course, I was present with a trailer-full speed, jamming all those spewing nonsense.
Eventually the conversation died down and one of the women who I was friendly with messaged me and started talking about her cousin. She told me she had a gay cousin, one who she really loves. And she doesn’t know what to do with him.
I immediately started feeling vulnerable, self conscious with questions. Why was she talking to me about her gay cousin? What am I, the gay whisperer? Was she implying that she knew I was gay and therefore a technical adviser on all things homosexual? Eventually I put my paranoia aside and began to talk to her.
I asked her how she knew the guy was gay and she said he was very effete (one day I’d like us to have a conversation here on whether all effeminate men are gay). She added that he was an expert on cooking and makeup and was the official gele tie-r of the extended family. I told her that none of this was conclusive anyway, but she told me not to bother about the conclusiveness, that she was 100 percent certain her cousin is gay.
However her problem is that she sees that he is in pain. I asked how she knows this, and she said that he has a very bubbly personality but she knows he is suffering. He was bullied through secondary school. He is constantly picked on in their street. Even family members push him around and tell him to man up, and all that jazz. She professed to wanting to help him, but she doesn’t know how.
I told her that first of all, she needs to create a safe place for him to be able to open up to her, he needs to know that she is his person. I told her not to push, not to prod, but to always let him realize (in deeds and words) that she loves him no matter what and that she will always be on his side. I told her that she has a lot of work to do if he does confide in her, because he is young and need to be taught about safe sex and protection, needs to be protected from sexual predators, etcetera. At this point, I was basically outing myself but I focused on the greater good. I told her that guiding a very young gay man is quite a task and she should brace herself for it, but that gay men are usually so lonely, especially when they are very young, and they would always welcome an ally in the family.
I was touched by her sincerity and genuineness and I told her that I could speak to him occasionally on the phone if she liked, and she said he did not have a mobile phone. I laughed and told her to buy him a smartphone fast (I mean there are several mass market brands now), before a man will take advantage of the kid because of ten thousand naira techno lol. We ended the conversation with me promising to continue to offer technical assistance whenever she asks.
Small things like this make me have hope in Nigeria, that maybe in my lifetime, the kind of homophobia that we see today will be confined to history.
*
I hosted movie night at my place one rainy evening; the guest list was a mix of gay and straight male and female friends, with wine and conversations flowing freely. Meanwhile I have the bestest collection of movies and series now (Deola, watch your back), one of the perks of dating a TV aficionado.
So anyway, I set up the movie on the computer, and then connected the computer to the TV via HDMI and we started watching. Unknown to me, I forgot to disable the Facebook chat that I had activated on the computer previously, and the witches in my village were fanning themselves with my picture.
Prior to this time, I had accepted a friend request on Facebook from this guy who I didn’t know, but it appeared we had a few mutual friends and we had started a conversation via Facebook chat. To be honest, I was replying him out of courtesy because he seemed very basic and nothing about him even made me want to initiate a friendship with him.
Anyway midway into the series, (we were watching Veep), I decided to turn on my home Wi-Fi and boom! ‘I really want to have sex with you’ flashed across the TV screen, which was technically the computer screen. The message came with a male Facebook name. I was instantly mortified. An uneasy hush fell over the room, one so awkward I could not meet anybody’s eyes as I quietly and quickly turned off the Wifi, because I was sure that a nude picture was coming through, which would also be splashed across the screen. Then I clicked on the message window to close it.
Seconds later, we were all pretending nothing had happened and carried on laughing at Selina Myers’ antics.
See you guys next week.
XOXO
DM
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35 Comments
DarkSide
July 13, 06:13Gawd! The last part though! Lol! Well done, DM. You are doing much for the community with your trailer.
Mandy
July 13, 06:37My God! How do you live that kind of embarrassment down? Plus was Bae there? What did he have to say to this chyking made so public?
Mandy
July 13, 06:45And I love the message implied here. The one about effecting change one person at a time by not keeping quiet. When people speak out their ignorance, educate. Enlighten. Your aim shouldn’t necessarily be to get them to accept the LGBT. You’d just end up frustrated. Our goal should be to chip away at the ignorance and show them that gay people are not a sin or an abomination. But a people.
Dennis Macaulay
July 13, 07:25I just poured more wine like Olivia Pope would do and began to drink away. Thankfully bae wasn’t there and he also hasn’t heard this story so he will read it here and come and ask me questions
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real
July 13, 07:49I wonder what Salina meyer would have to say about that situation. Probably something like “the skyscraper of Shit just collapsed”
johnny
July 13, 07:53the last part tho… if it were me, Bae will do sermon for 24 hours. we no go hear word
Jo
July 13, 08:05Lol…see gbege. We may not get everyone to agree but one person at a time, we will yet effect changes
Jon Snow ?
July 13, 08:15See outing…Blood of gawwwd ????
Too clean
July 13, 08:25I like your write UPS…its unique….there is this touch
it brings….
Kainene
July 13, 08:37Lmao!!! Owkay this just made my morning! The lassssst parrrrrttt! Loool cheers tho DM you handled it lyk a prooo. *bursts into fresh round of laughter and runs away*
Dickson Clement
July 13, 09:11@ DM, this is unfair how could u tell this story half-way and say “see you guys next time”?
Abeg tell us the after math of this “I want to have sex with you”, that splashed fully on page 6!!!
wahid
July 13, 10:11Hahahahaha! Dennis has outed me today ooo. I couldn’t help but laff out loud + plus a curious colleague insisted on reading d story.
y
July 13, 10:44Your friends handled that really well. That was hella awkward. Reminds me of when I attended a friend’s father’s birthday. He was djing and while the old folks were getting down on the dance floor the music switched to a very sexual song…lol..his mum was fit to be tied.
Chuck
July 13, 12:07I think you’re openly gay at this point. More power to your elbow!
Delle
July 13, 12:16You make is sound like a bad thing…
Chuck
July 13, 17:40Do you know the meaning of the phrase “more power to your elbow”?
Delle
July 13, 20:35Mulching. That was you covering up your spiky sarcasm…
chuck
July 14, 10:45How do you know that? What’s the basis of that assumption?
Delle
July 13, 12:10I don’t think all effetes are gay. I don’t buy into such over generalisations as much as you guys may think. I believe there are exceptions.
I once read on facebook (don’t know how true though) about the most effeminate indian man being straight. With kids and all.
There’s also this guy (haven’t met with him though), a friend of a friend, stays in Enugu, who is pretty girly but known not to be gay. In his case though, he has no feelings for the opposite sex either (prolly asexual, no?).
It’s fact anyway that most effeminates are gay, due to hormones and all, but I’d believe any feminine guy who tells me he has no feelings for the same sex.
That’s all.
Pjay
July 13, 15:22I believe. arguably, that all effeminate guys are gay. I second the motion that a post should be done on this topic. With proven facts and all. Delle, did u really expect your friend’s friend to agree he’s gay in this NIgeria?
Delle
July 13, 20:36He wasn’t asked if he was or not. He claims nt to have feelings for both guys and girls…
z
July 13, 16:12I’m tired if hearing this hormonal imbalance shit as the cause of effeminacy. Biko according to studies it is not true.
Pjay
July 13, 16:38So, according to studies, what is true, oga Zedd?
z
July 14, 13:19Effeminate guys have normal levels of testosterone and estrogen. Shikena
bryannnn
July 13, 12:29I personally keep mute to gay discussions, especially when it’s done by homophobes. I only lend my opinion whenever theyre arguing genuinely and demands a little clarification….
Pjay
July 13, 15:03Hahahhaha. Hilarious read!!! So nobody has picked up the courage to ask about that Facebook message? Ur friends no like amebo sha. OAN, tiri gbosa for the good work you did with the curious cousin and your hopeless bosses. More lube to your ****
Dennis Macaulay
July 13, 16:24The thunder that will fire you will come from Sambisa forest ???
Pjay
July 13, 16:39ahn ahn. what I do?
Stein
July 13, 18:40???????????????? ????????
bain
July 13, 20:17Nice…..”Witches in my village were fanning themselves with my picture” *laughs*, incredible…….as for your friends being mute,I think they respect your dignity or they are just scared af of you,if they had said anytin,am sure ul go all nene leakes on them.good job dm.
Ray
July 14, 19:23All effeminate guys are homosexual or in the least metrosexual which is just a block away from the former. There’s no degree of effeminacy, just a the time needed to get the right predator to unravel the flower pot that must bloom!
daleen
July 14, 20:07i loved the read. i thorough enjoyed it. it inspired me and made me think and laugh. great piece. this is the jumpstart i have been looking for to continue MUSSING WITH DALEEN! been jammed alot lately and my busy work schedule isnt helping. thanks.
Cedar
July 14, 23:00Can’t stop laughing. Should dis happen in my hostel, d kind amebo dis peeps go do wud give Lord Vharis and his sparrows a run 4 their money. d red alert is already everywhere, “Cedar, why r all ur visitors guys and most of them girly or 2 handsome”?, “why u no get babe”?, “why did u suddenly start wearing rings”? d questions 2much.
Candy Man
July 15, 04:10they saw the name of the guy? OK. Those withches were really sweating after all.
johhdegarson
July 17, 07:09I never comment here but had to after seeing this line “and the witches in my village were fanning themselves with my picture.” HILARIOUS!!!!