‘Ex-Gay’ Mormon announces separation from his wife and apologizes to the LGBT Community

‘Ex-Gay’ Mormon announces separation from his wife and apologizes to the LGBT Community

An ‘ex-gay’ Mormon has announced that he is divorcing his wife.

In 2012, Josh and Laurel Weed went viral when they revealed on the tenth anniversary of their wedding that Josh was in fact a gay man.

In a post made at the time, the Mormon activist told followers of his blog: “I am gay, I am Mormon, I am married to a woman. I am happy every single day. My life is filled with joy. I have wonderful sex life. All of these things are true whether your mind allows you to believe them or not.”

Despite their defiant attitude, earlier this week the couple took to social media and their blog, this time to announce that they are separating.

“Today, we need to let you know that Lolly and I are divorcing… Surely, there will be those who are amused or overjoyed,” said the blog post.

The pair revealed that while they love each other, they had come to the realisation that platonic love was not a good enough substitute for romantic feelings and sexual attraction.

Josh went on to apologise for things the couple said in their original coming out post back in 2012, explaining that their remarks came from a place of internalised homophobia.

Read his full apology below:

“We’re sorry for some of the things we said in our original coming out post in 2012. There are several ideas in that post that, though well-meaning, we now realize stemmed from internalized homophobia. We’re sorry, so incredibly sorry, for the ways our post has been used to bully others.

“We’re sorry to any gay Mormon who even had a moment’s pause as they tried to make the breathtakingly difficult decision that I am now making—to love myself fully for exactly what God made me—because of our post. We’re sorry for any degree that our existence, and the publicity of our supposedly successful marriage made you feel “less than” as you made your own terribly difficult choices. And we’re sorry if our story made it easier for people in your life to reject you and your difficult path as being wrong. If this is you, we want you to know: you were right. You did the correct, brave thing. You are ahead of me in the sense that you have progressed through things I have yet to progress through. You listened to your gut and to God and did a brave, brave thing. Now I’m following your example.

“We’re sorry to any gay Mormon who received criticism, backlash, or hatred as a result of our story. It wasn’t long after our post that we began to get messages from the LGBTQIA community, letting us know that their loved ones were using our blog post to pressure them to get married to a person of the opposite gender—sometimes even disowning them, saying things like, “if these two can do it, so can you.”

“Our hearts broke as we learned of the ways our story was used a battering ram by fearful, uninformed parents and loved ones, desperate to get their children to act in the ways they thought were best. One person wrote—and I’ll never get the horror of this out of my head for the rest of my life—saying that he went to see his family for Thanksgiving during his second year of college, where he was an out gay man who openly had a boyfriend. When he got home, his father pulled up our story on the computer and then physically assaulted him, beating him as he had often done during his childhood, saying “if this guy could avoid being a faggot, so could you!”

“Think of that. If we heard about our story being used in that way, I cannot even imagine the stories, all along the spectrum of manipulative horror, that we have never heard.

“We’re sorry to anybody who felt a measure of false peace because of our story. There are many people who have good hearts, who were grappling with the issue of homosexuality before we came out, and who were having difficulty reconciling the church they loved with the things they knew about their gay loved ones. Our coming out post gave a false hope: “See? I just knew there had to be a way for gay people to stay true to their faith by denying themselves and live a happy, healthy life!” We’re sorry to perhaps send you back to the state of confusion you were in before you saw our story—but at the same time, that state of confusion is necessary. Something is wrong. It really doesn’t add up.

“As I have said in thousands of prayers over the last half-decade as I have come to know more and more LGBTQIA individuals and the ways they have been hurt, as well as have realized the impossibility of a God that would set up a “plan” that is totally impossible for a huge segment of His children to participate in, all within a church whose policies and positions assert that that is exactly what God has done: something is wrong. Something is very, very wrong with how things are currently set up. I don’t know yet what is right. But, Father, something is so incredibly wrong.

“We’re sorry to any LGBTQIA person who was given false hope by our story, or who used our story as part of the basis for their life-decisions. We honor your decisions, whatever they are, and we’re sorry for any way in which our current trajectory might be unsettling or alarming.

“I, Josh, am sorry to the many LGBTQIA people over the years that I subconsciously saw myself as different then. I am no different than you, and any degree to which I held on to the idea that I could be gay without being gay was, I see now, a manifestation of lingering internalized homophobia born of decades of being told this part of me was evil. It was an effort to belong to the “in-group” (heterosexual members of the Mormon Church) that I was actually not a part of.”

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3 Comments

  1. trystham
    January 31, 08:55 Reply

    Someone here wee now say ‘he is oyinbo. what works for them doesnt for us’ while quoting scripture. Beht what do I know about married life?
    S/O to Dammy for being strong. Keep at it my darling

    • pete
      January 31, 09:30 Reply

      Focus on yourself. Try it. It’s one key way to happiness.

  2. Malik
    January 31, 12:10 Reply

    Tragic. Thank you for apologizing sha.

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