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  1. slender
    July 12, 2020

    beautiful ending! but what about Zik? you ought to put him out of his mystery.

    please who has seen The Old Guard??? is that movie not beautiful? for obvious reason we are getting a sequels but i cant wait for the tv series, just hope the develop that

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    • Pink Panther
      July 12, 2020

      Lol. You got to the ending, and still asked “what about Zik”? 😀

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    • slender
      July 12, 2020

      wtf! sorry i meant Jessie, i guess im obssesed with Zik, lol.

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  2. Lopez
    July 12, 2020

    Boys talking about being exclusive in secondary school. I’m a joke!

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    • Pink Panther
      July 12, 2020

      Must seem like such an otherworldly reality to you, but I in fact did have my first boyfriend in secondary school. A boy in my set that I was exclusive with from SS1 to SS3.

      If this story was about a boy and girl talking about being exclusive in secondary school, would you still be a joke? 🙂

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      • trystham
        July 12, 2020

        You know, I think he is bemoaning his booless state

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      • Pink Panther
        July 12, 2020

        If that’s so, then my apologies for misinterpreting the comment.

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    • Yusuf
      July 12, 2020

      Well to be honest, I wasn’t exclusive to Zik. I was oñly just coming into my own person. But I knew, and understood enough to not fuck with an individuals heart. So I played it safe. Keeping all my rendezvous with other guys far away from him.

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  3. Zoar
    July 12, 2020

    I feel for Jesse though….. But shit happens as that’s the beauty of life and living.

    But what I want to ask is how do young guys give the act of fucking another guy all they’ve got as they grow up and then suddenly pretend to totally forget all that early experience as the time and age go by?

    Not talking about Zik now but I’m speaking generally for “Straight” guys who suddenly turn straight as they grow older. I had this Experience with my first ever experience till date and even if I’ve tried to get closure from him, he won’t just talk about that phase of life as if it never happened to him. So I’ve decided to totally go blank on him especially now that we’re even both Married and he’s got children now.

    What make guys do this? Any reason?

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    • Mandy
      July 12, 2020

      If it’s something that happened in secondary school and then thereafter they start becoming straight, I feel it’s one of two things.

      Either they were experimenting, as teenagers are wont to do, because hormones. And so after school, they’ve realized out of all that experiment which team they really swing for.

      Or they left school, realized just how much society works against homosexuality and decided to conform and treat whatever happened in secondary school like a bad memory.

      🤷🤷

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      • Zoar
        July 12, 2020

        It actually started from our Primary School Days and he won’t let me breathe as he was all over me. He even gave me a scar that is still on my forehead till date and my mum hated him for that sole reason…. He wouldn’t let me be at that time and to make it worse he was a friend to my young uncles and that gave him the opportunity to come sleep in our house and would always find his way to sleep beside me to fuck my lap some time and we were practically inseparable. He still Respects the ground I walk on till date but he just can’t come to discuss that particular part of what brought us together.

        This guy practically showed me the directions of how to be gay and when I had gotten to the point of no return he then stopped abruptly.

        Okay lemme tell you guys a lil story. This guy would dry hump me anywhere anytime. He was so free with his sexuality as young as we were. He would take me the bushes even in the Primary School(it was a very big public school with bushes at the back of it) to fuck my lap. He would come to our house and we’ll both go to any uncompleted building and he would always fuck my lap and cum. This thing continued from primary school to the time we left our Primary School and I got into Secondary school and then I became curious as to how the feeling of a Dick entering my ass. so on one of those days he came around and we went to a bush. He wanted to use my laps as usual but I insisted he tried putting it in. He told me it won’t be easy for me as he was extremely Big and he didn’t think I would be able to get on with it which I eventually failed at. He forced his Dick and as expected I bled and he became scared and we stopped the whole process all together. That’s the point he just stopped everything Sexual with me.

        Even when I healed and approached him for it ( something I have never done before because he’s always the one doing the approaching) he won’t agree to it and he would always try to dodge my request. This continued till I got admission into the university and I had to finally know that Bottoming wasn’t my calling from Experiences in the university. Till date I still love that guy but he won’t just give in.

        I have even tried to talk it over with him some time but he won’t listen to it. He would invite me to his house and he always failed to be around when the appointment reaches as he was always not around to host me. So I just had to let it go and be at peace with myself. Maybe I have that fondness for him because he was the very first guy that I did this stuff with.

        From my story, could we say he was scared of the blood Experience and was that Enough reason for him to have stopped it totally?

        I and my Best Friend in my University days tried to set him up. My Best Friend called him when Midnight call was still raining and it was on loud speaker because I slept in his hostel for that night because of our plans. My Best Friend was a Professional in TB matters and he guided me well through out my stay in the university till I graduated. He started “chyking” my Friend. After they were done talking. MY Friend called me instantly that night to tell me about my Best Friend. According to him he said someone just called him now to tell him to do that “thing” we used to do back in the day and he doesn’t know what to do. I innocently advised him to give it a try if he’s interested or wave it off if he isn’t. But nothing ever happened between the both of them. And that’s that. He didn’t know I was the one trying to know if he’s still doing that but just didn’t want to do it with me any longer.

        Seriously that experience was a tiring Experience for me because I still feel some kinda way for him.

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    • Yusuf
      July 12, 2020

      My thoughts exactly!!!

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  4. Delle
    July 12, 2020

    Aww. This should be a movie. Thr bathroom scene… Oshey!

    *dabs at teary-eyes*

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    • Yusuf
      July 12, 2020

      Thank you bruh.

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  5. Mandy
    July 12, 2020

    This is such a beautiful story. Like damn! That bathroom scene… 😥😥

    And I quickly kissed him to silence him. After we’d kissed for a moment, while still locked in the tight embrace, his clothes wet from their contact with my wet body, he finally whispered in my ear, “Don’t ever do that to me… Please. I love you.”

    Hay God. See powerful emotional moment. Somebody should tell TIERs and Asurf that there’s a story waiting here for them to turn it into a movie.

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    • Yusuf
      July 12, 2020

      LMAO, twas one of my most favourable moments as well to be honest.

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  6. Pezaro
    July 12, 2020

    I felt very nostalgic reading this. To think that I spent 6 whole years in an FGC and never had anything nearly as intimate as this.☹️ I really have to go back down that journey to find my own Zik.

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  7. Yusuf
    July 12, 2020

    Y’all make me want to set a meet pronto, just for the fun of what’ll possibly happen.

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  8. Yusuf
    July 12, 2020

    I met Jesse a few years ago, it was somewhat of a school reunion, so we didn’t get to go down that lane, hopefully in the future, who knows right…

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    • Zoar
      July 12, 2020

      Both of you need to have a discussion to clear the air. It must’nt always end in sex but if that comes on the menu then it’s a plus.

      But a discussion should occur between you two so you guys can be on thesame page as regards that awkward experience back in the day.

      My 2cent..

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  9. Black Coffee
    July 12, 2020

    Awww see this sweetness o. Nice one Yusuf. I’m itching to know what’d happen after you guys meet.

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  10. Yusuf
    July 12, 2020

    Thanks@Zoar. Gladly noted, will do. 😁 I’m curious as well.

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  11. Peace
    July 12, 2020

    Heiiii where was I biko when people were getting exclusive. I actually was the one catching feelings and wanting exclusiveness and my hookups were not interested in that! Secondary school sha!!

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  12. Rudy
    July 13, 2020

    This piece was so on point! The grammar and diction painted a story that could be relived, taking the reader to a place of nostalgia.

    Thank you Yusuf for sharing this lovely encounter with us.

    *I could now go back to my bunker and curse my stars for quitting boarding school just after the first term*

    Imagine all the endless possibilities and the gag worthy KD stories I could have churned out if I had just hold on….

    Take note, future gay kids!

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    • Pink Panther
      July 13, 2020

      LMAO!!!

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    • Yusuf
      July 13, 2020

      Thanks Rudy 😁.

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  13. Jahbless_Azubuike
    July 13, 2020

    Awwwwwwn…
    good read..
    I really like the story..

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